BE STILL MY SOUL
I am not sure where to start or how to explain exactly how I feel. My prayer was always "Lord, Please let me be in right standing with you before I become a mom". This was even way before I got married. I was always worried about being far from God while He entrusts me with a child. If He entrusts me with something meaning only Him can show me how to take care of it. I had hoped that by the time am a mom, my prayer life would be well organised and not in shambles, my devotion consistent and bearing fruit while my character is graced with the fruit of the Spirit. I wanted to be in the highest standard with my Lord not because I believed in myself but because I have seen my best self walking closely to Him and I wanted my best self for my kids. My walk with the Lord was a beautiful friendship until I stayed at my previous job for some months. I became too busy and would barely have time for myself. I'd leave home by 6am and come back at 7pm just to cook and sleep. Before I...
